<p>How's it going everyone?</p>
<p>I've been a long time lurker, but finally decided to register. I've been trying to find out what I am going to do with my "situation". Please bear with me here, it may be a bit long. :)</p>
<p>Basically, I did horribly in high school. I never cared about my grades, or was interested in even trying. The classes that I had my interest, I always had at least an A. Then I made a very big mistake, and had to withdraw out of school instead of being expelled. I immediately went and tested for my GED and scored really well. I then applied to the local community college, and went for 3 semesters. I completely messed that up too. I don't know what was up with me, I didn't go to class, and when I did, I didn't care and just slept. I withdrew out of most of my classes, and got an two F's in the courses that I didn't withdraw. I had a federal aid, and all my studies were paid for here at the community college, but I went and lost that because of my stupidity and actions. It's not like I can't do the work, because I never had trouble with any of the material, in college or high school. I was just lazy. I could have easily walked out with a 4.0 in HS if I had given worked for it. I only took the SATs once, and got a 1536 total. Should have definitely redone them.</p>
<p>Fast forward a little bit, I've been working a crap job part time while I re-evaluated what I needed to do. Here, I realized what my lack of interest, and lack of determination was. It was simply that I wanted instant gratification, instead of having to deal with classes that I found useless and boring. Stupid no? I wanted a career, that involved going to college, but without doing the work. Crazy? Yep! </p>
<p>Anyways. Here I am today. I am finally determined to excel, and am ready to throw out my social life and freedom, in order to reach my goal.</p>
<p>Currently, I have a few choices.</p>
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<li><p>Go back to the community college, and pay for it myself, or get a loan, and redo the classes that I did badly in, and use that new GPA to my advantage, and apply to the colleges below, and maybe some others.</p></li>
<li><p>I'm currently applying to East Stroudsburg and Kutztown University, and am hoping I get accepted there, and do well there. My issue here is I don't know if I am required to list myself as a transfer, because I don't want them to see the community college things. Can I apply as a freshman? My PASSION would be to go to Lehigh University, but I think I have a lot to fix to get there.</p></li>
<li><p>Become a bum...(Sarcasm).</p></li>
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<p>Help me out guys? Any advice? Thanks again!</p>