I have been in the team for 3 years and this year will be my last. My role in the team is pretty important since I’m one of the high ranked players and soon to be a captain.
However, for the past 3 years I have tolerated and endured through matches and practices which I have always dreaded. To put it simply, I hate playing tennis. Most of all, I despise playing matches and competing. I find myself with great anxiety the night before every single match. It gives me more stress and misery than any other aspect of my life. I am not sure how I have tolerated it this long but lately, I find myself at a limit. Not to mention, I haven’t played tennis all summer long and I absolutely suck at it now.
I discovered I wanted to pursue the medical field since I volunteered at one of the best hospitals in NYC. And I have never been so happy in my life with those three months at that hospital. I love working in a hospital setting, helping patients, assisting doctors, e.t.c…I plan on applying an internship and job there in the future as well. Along with that, I might pursue other medical related activities.
But now that senior year is approaching, I have been concerned whether or not quitting would greatly effect my college admission process. It is certainly a difficult decision for me since I will be giving up my position as a captain on the team. The only reason I joined the team in the first place was because I was talented at the sport and my father wanted me to. But I believe quitting the team will free up my schedule to pursue what I truly desire.
Please let me know what you think. And if I do decide to quit, how should I tell my coach? He can be extremely strict and scary which is also one of the reasons I hate being on the team.