Worried about everything. Freshman this fall.

Where do I start… So I’m a girl who recently graduated high school. My GPA is very poor and it’s embarrassing especially cuz i’m an asian and I’ll just say my GPA. It’s 79 point something, so rounds to 80. I know, horrible. Im very scared I’m gonna do as bad in college as I did in high school… I always told myself every year in high school that I would get straight A’s but I only ended up with those grades my senior year… Which rarely counted. Anyways, I honestly didn’t think I would get into any colleges but I applied to about 14 in-state colleges (in NY) and ended up getting into a few average schools like St. Johns, John Jay, Pace, Molloy, etc. One thing I regret is not applying my dream school, NYU Polytechnic, or any out of state schools… I strictly applied for city schools and some with actual campuses. I did not apply for SUNY’s which is dumb of me. I wanted to be in the city for college but now I’m going to be going to Pace, commuting which is annoying. I got a lot of money from there and I will be studying info tech there. I don’t like the reputation of the school and I feel dumb when I tell people I’m going there. Ideally, I would like to transfer to NYU (is it possible i can get a lot of money from aid and scholarships) or to a good out-of-state school or even a SUNY like Stonybrook and I can dorm for cheap (bc fin aid) or any school that is well known for CS. And it doesnt have to be known for cs because i might not stick to it because i know nothing about it and it’s hard even for my smart friend. I might want to go for business or something else that requires a lot of traveling or be in a government agency…Sorry this was super long but please help me out.