<p>Wow. Instant replay of exactly what happened with my son 5 years ago. Flunked first semester, pretty much, except for music classes in which he got an A, but all the pre engineering stuff - he simply didn’t go to class, apparently he was just overwhelmed. </p>
<p>(I would like to take this opportunity to repeat my oft grumbled reminder that I DID tell everyone the boy needed a gap year but NOOOO they wouldn’t listen…)</p>
<p>He came home and went to community college, because his scholarship was blown and even if he had to retake those classes at some point, there was other work he could be doing at community college and there was no money for the big university, period.</p>
<p>He took to heart our suggestion that if he was in over his head it was better to drop than to flunk and dropped ALL his classes but one. </p>
<p>At that point we decided enough was enough - cheap or not, if he was just going to drop and flunk it was a waste of money and time to go - and told him if he didn’t want to finish his education (and he’d been an a/b honor roll student in high school…so ???) and this was going to be his life he might as well get to living whatever it was going to be and go out on his own and we gave him 6 months to save up and move out. He moved out in 2, and struggled along in a series of crappy paying, crappy work, entry level jobs, doing the whole squeezing by on 20 bucks a week after paying rent, utilities and car expenses.</p>
<p>Guess what…he decided that attending classes and studying for them may not be what he wants to do but a few years of that is decidedly better than a lifetime of what he’s been doing. He moved back in a couple weeks ago and is going back this spring semester.</p>
<p>One thing I will say for him is he has never failed to keep SOME sort of job; he has a good work ethic. I don’t know for sure just what happened to him academically and he’s not one much to emote or talk about feelings so we may never get the real reason he melted down like that.</p>
<p>But it doesn’t much matter in the long run, as long as he gets his education. He now has a very good appreciation of exactly what you get for free in this world (that would be exactly nothing) and is pretty grateful for the second chance. We wouldn’t have let him end up on the streets, but he did sacrifice and come pretty close to suffering, I think. He would never ask us for money unless he was desperate - he finally was in so much pain from his teeth he broke down and asked us to help and we did. Such a far cry from the security of a life that was not wealthy but where all the basics of life were met without question. It was very hard for me to think of how meager his life was, but it was his choice.</p>
<p>By the way we didn’t kick him out as punishment, and we helped him when he needed it (mainly things he couldn’t entirely manage on his own like dental work or car repairs) but we just realized that he had to learn the hard way. It was probably the best thing we ever did for him - and we did soooo much for him growing up and in high school - so much that COST so much money - and yet the single best thing we ever did was free. lol.</p>
<p>I joke, but sometimes they do have to learn the hard way and it’s the hardest thing ever to let go. But he simply really did not grasp WHY school mattered. He has ADD and at the time, I think it’s just that the eventual, four or five year away reward for getting up NOW, today, and going to classes he hated (he should never have been coerced into engineering - another muttered “I told you so” from me - he should have taken music, so what if they don’t make any money, neither do dropouts) every day for thousands of days on end was too far away, whereas sitting around in his pj’s playing video games was immediate gratification and he just wasn’t grown up enough. He grew up more that first year than he did his whole previous 18, but it took a while more for him to finally realize that no matter how good an employee he tried to be, there was just never going to be a way for him to make a decent living without getting more education, and he has enough incentive - INTERNAL incentive - now, for him to have the self discipline to stick to it.</p>
<p>I don’t know what parts of my son’s experience are relative to your own, but, he isn’t the first kid to do it, and in the long run, as long as the issues are addressed, it won’t ruin his life. He’ll be behind his buddies - my son’s friends who stayed in school all graduated this year and are getting good jobs which might be part of his incentive to go back. But I thought the world was ending when this happened. Now I know he just had to get there by another pathway. The important thing is to make sure you give your kid the help he has valid reason to need but not to enable him - it’s a tricky balance, but we found it, and you can always change the plan if what you are doing isn’t working.</p>