OP, As a parent of kids your age, your post was tugging at my heart so I looked at your other posts to see what could be the reason for your unhappiness. In your other posts, you did mention getting low grades, worrying about admissions, seeing a therapist for anxiety and not loving your high school.
If this is the case, ask student health center, your doctor or your parents for recommending a good professional therapist.
I noticed that you love theater, had good time doing theater and wanted to go to some college near Broadway in NY. You also mentioned your love of theater in current thread.
If this is the case, take a theater course, audition for a play, make contacts in theater department. Don’t rush to go to NY, you can go there for internship, graduate school or work.
I noticed you didn’t do great academically in high school and failing a required science course now as college freshman as well.
If that is the case, focus on studies, go to office hours, talk to academic advisor and professor.
If your family and therapist see a need for and benefit in changing dorm, major, school or town then do that. Quit your sport if you hate it. Making a change isn’t always a failure, it can be realization of what doesn’t work and switching to something more likely to work well. However, one should always make sure there aren’t any better solutions to fix what you have as grass may not be as green on other side as we assume.
Life is complicated and teen years/high school/college are even more complicated. There is no problem if you have someproblems as long as you work to find solutions. There is a solution for every problem so don’t worry and keep working on looking for ways to improve things. Sometimes it takes longer than our expectations. You’ll be fine. Stay relaxed and reach out to resources available to you through your family, doctors and school.