Anyone can help me with this ANXIETY= =

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<p>I'm an international applicant. I had finished my application by Jan.15.</p>

<p>I'm a huge procrastinator with mediocre extracurriculars and just-so-so scores. I submitted all my apps right on the deadline day.</p>

<p>I acknowledge that, when i was writing essays i didn't pour my heart into it. I never tried my best to learn about a school, never tried to enhance my writing skills, never have taken a test with a serious attitude.--- about all these now I DEEPLY REGRET! I really dont know what I was thinking about then! ...How i wish i could have a second chance!</p>

<p>It turns out that I have made some stupid mistakes in my app. In my why essay for my dream school, I used a wrong expression. (I thought some word had complimentary indications, and used it to describe the kind of person i hope to grow into in college, but that word was quite negative, indeed. Such usage is like... using "naive" in the place of "innocent"= = I used that word in a few other essays, too.) In that essay, I also omitted the subject of a sentence. GOSH!</p>

<p>I made mistakes in my commonapp form, too.</p>

<p>I hardly revised an essay many times or polished one. I always stopped working when I felt the essay was just "alright". I don't know where such stupid "courage" came from. Trust me, I do regret. T T</p>

<p>After the application season I am supposed to take a rest, but I just can't calm down. At the thought of these crazy mistakes I can't help freaking out. How could i have been so careless when applying for my dreams?!</p>

<p>Two months' wait is so long for me! It feels like some brutal torture... Anyone can help me drive off this anxiety? Thank you soooo much!!</p>

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<p>Just don’t worry about it! You did what you did; it’s the past. You can’t change it. Focus on something else now. Like having fun. I mean, it’s your senior year. Have a good time! (:</p>

<p>I would greatly appreciated it if you responded to my thread, which I included a link for below.</p>

<p><a href=“http://talk.collegeconfidential.com/what-my-chances/1282036-emergency-ap-french.html#post13803041[/url]”>http://talk.collegeconfidential.com/what-my-chances/1282036-emergency-ap-french.html#post13803041&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

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<p>Go learn to do something you’ve meant to learn for a long time. Perhaps you’re interested in dancing or guitar–go sign up for some classes. This will get your mind off of things. You really can’t do much at this point, but learn from your mistakes and move on from there. For now, have fun during this lull.</p>