<p>Hey guys,
I'm a freshman in college, and ever since I've met this girl I can't get her out of my head. In all honestly, I feel a little weird about the fact that I have such a big crush on her. The first time I met her I was eating lunch by myself and she asked me to eat with herself and some friends. It was like one of those movie scene when I immediately fell for her. Only problem was I was on the complete opposite of her the side of the table and so couldn't talk to her. When I left, I knew that I desperately wanted to get to know her more;and hopefully ask her out. </p>
<p>Fast forward a week or so, and again I see her alone at the cafeteria lunch line and I ask if she wants some company. We sit and talk for about an hour or so ( not too sure of topics ). But one thing that threw me off was that the conversation subject of me staying out of conflict, and feeling awkward about being mean to people came into play. She told me to say something mean about her, and I but could only muster some b.s about her nails. I was too nervous to say something super flirty given the circumstances; thats how strongly I feel. After that dinner, I did not get her number and I even forgot her name! Not sure if she even knows mine but who cares. I see her around the cafeteria(BAIRLY), sometimes she's on her computer, and others she's with friends. However I still only had those two conversations with her. I go to the dinning hall all the time hoping she will be there, and I desperately want to ask her to hang out or something. I don't see her as a flirty type, but I don't know. Today I saw her at dinner, and even saw her after in our little study hall. I stayed there and extra hour and a half hoping that she would be done with work and stay for a few minutes so I could talk and whatnot, but that did not happen. The only thing that makes me feel a little weird is that when I see her, and do my little hand-motion to acknowledge her and she does not seem overly exited;not like she should however and she really doesn't seem to make an effort to stop and talk with me. </p>
<p>I don't know any of her friends, and I know she is friendly, as I saw her go up to a group of boys and sit). We talked about that subject at dinner, as I mentioned that she asked me to sit with her which means she must be very social; as I said I was not the most social kid as I'm on a sports team, and I am always tired and look mad after practice or something like that; and that all the parties I go to are at my teams house and she said something weird like "I don't like many people, but when I like someone, and I like a few amount of people I'm nice"= something like that just a little more weird, and geared towards the fact that she asked a complete stranger to sit with her (Me!!). She spoke about her annoying roommate who constantly needs attention also</p>
<p>\// it's honestly getting to the point where I'm just going to straight up go to her next time I see her and say, "I like you, let me get your number so we can hang out or something, I was too nervous/forgot last time". Have no clue how weird she would see that. I haven't felt this way before. If it was socially expectable i'd flippin' bring her roses and say your the most beautiful women i've seen let me get to know you. Advice, for this socially awkward fail of a man???? It's beyond appreciated. I know my window of opportunity is fading and every week I just pray I'll have my change. With this weekand passed, and me being in the study hall for hours right next to her I don't want to pass this up.</p>
<p>TLDR summery: Girl asked me to sit with her, Immediately fell for the person. Weeks later, had a nice dinner with her however couldn't tell if there was flirting or not. Definitely a great conversation either way. I always want to ask her to hang out but I don't have her number and barley see her. I want to just blatantly ask her, given the circumstances. But I keep procrastinating thinking if I see her again alone at the dining hall I could strike up a conversation with her and get the digits that way....... After two weeks and only limited contact I doubt that's going to happen. Advice :D?</p>