<p>i just realized that CC isn't just a forum i go on for fun anymore. in fact, i came to the conclusion that it actually STIMULATES a desire in me to do more academically and...well, study.</p>
<p>i know it sounds a little off place (lol), but seeing all these threads with contents like-</p>
<p>"4.00 UW GPA; 4.86 W"
"2340 on the SAT [in reference to Ashraf Eassa, lol]"
"800 on Math II, Physics, and World History"
"2nd place in a Regional Physics competition"
"I self studied Calc AB, Comp Sci AB, and Stats and scored a 5 on each (rupac XD)"
"I missed being a National AP Scholar by 1 point"
"What did you all get on your Calc BC Exams?!"
People who responded: "5!"</p>
<p>and other threads where people claim calc bc is easy (while in my school its known as one of the hardest courses...lol)</p>
<p>all these things make me think, "wow, if they can do this, why can't i?" assuming that everyone who does this DOES have a life (i mean, being on CC while being that academically impressive can show some sort of a life besides hitting the books), i feel like i can do the same</p>
<p>so in a sense, CC helps push me forward. it might sound obvious, but i just realized that now..</p>
<p>i've come to the conclusion to self-study ap human geo and env sci next year while taking chem/calc bc/APUSH/AP Lang/Psych</p>
<p>i feel that with this stimulation from CC, i can rise above my peers in school who are afraid of self-studying, afraid of calc bc, afraid of all these classes while people on CC aren't intimidated as much (well, that just sounded cynical in a way)</p>
<p>thoughts? lol..</p>
<p>/rant</p>