<p>My beautiful, intelligent daughter says she wants to enlist in the military and I'm heartbroken. She's obsessed with the marines and says she hates high school and doesn't want to go to college, and if she changes her mind, she can get a degree through the marines.</p>
<p>Her stats: rising junior, 4.2 GPA (3.9 unweighted), freshman ACT composite 27, soph PSAT 185. </p>
<p>I don't know where I've gone wrong. I try to encourage her to go to college, and then if she still wants the military, she will make a more mature, informed decision. She wants me to sign for her to enlist when she's 17 - no way! Maybe I've gone along with her too much. She's had this obsession since 7th grade, when the JROTC recruiters showed up at her middle school. Against my better judgment, I let her take JROTC in high school; other family members told me that if I refused to let her join, it would only make her more determined (she's very stubborn), that it was a form of teenage rebellion (I'm something of a pacifist), and that she would outgrow it.</p>
<p>Well, it's gotten much, much worse. She won't even consider ROTC scholarships or one of the military academies. That would not be my choice, (her college fund is in pretty good shape), but it would be better than enlisting right out of high school. She has a romanticized vision of the military as a family (I think the absence of a father in her life has a lot to do with that) and thinks she'll have her choice of military assignments. She refuses to listen to reason, and when I mention the terrible facts about traumatic brain injury, disfigurement, amputations, and the very high PTSD rate, especially among women, she gets angry. And she accuses me of being unfair because I told her I would get her a car if she goes to college, but not if she's enlisting in the military, and that I'm a horrible mother because I'm not supporting her decision. I told her that of course I will always love her, but I will not encourage her to do something that I think would be a terrible mistake, and if I did not love her, I wouldn't care. </p>
<p>I don't know what to do. She is my only child and I fear for her life, and her future. I'm thinking of taking her back to counseling (she went for a while for an eating disorder). She got into a JROTC leadership program, and I've said that if she wants to go to that, she must go to a summer pre-college program as well (she got invitations from Brown, Barnard, CSLC, NSLC, and I'm also looking at Summer Great Books) to broaden her horizons and give her some perspective. We live in a military town and I think she needs to get away from that influence. </p>
<p>If she enlists, I will be devastated. The only thing that gives me some hope that she will come to her sanity before graduating is that, when she gets mail from colleges, she fills out the cards and sends them in.</p>
<p>What should I do?</p>