<p>I really like a lot of aspects of my school such as its social life and extracurricular activities. Those have been great, but I haven't been satisfied with a few things...</p>
<p>Most importantly, I've been extremely disappointed with the academics. I have found it really hard to take the classes I want to take, and I feel like I am getting nothing out of the classes that were my only options. I came in with a Romance Language major, but the RL department at my school is so awful and the classes are all so painful that I really don't think I want to continue with it. I keep wondering what I'm going to pursue and what I'll get out of the academics here once I graduate and reflect on my four years. I am concerned that there is not enough guidance to help me in these academic decisions.</p>
<p>Another thing, though it's probably of less importance, is that I actually feel TOO close to home. During my college search, 90% of the colleges I applied to were pretty far away. I ended up choosing the only school I applied to in my state (about 20 mins away) because it just felt "right" to me. During the first month of school, I was glad to be close to home because I was feeling homesick and enjoyed seeing my parents. When I was applying to college, I figured I'd have only four years to live in an entirely different place, and now that I've settled, I'm starting to feel that way and not want to spend these four years in the city that I've basically grown up in my entire life. I visited a friend in Chicago a few weekends ago by myself, and it really made me feel independent. I don't quite feel that way here.</p>
<p>It's just hard because I LOVE the social and extracurricular aspect of my school, but I'm just concerned over my growth as a person and as a student.</p>