<p>I really blew it this semester. Not trying to be dramatic, but I had a lot of personal problems with myself, depressions, etc. and I just gave up at everything. I've always been a very high achiever, with high self esteem and always looking for a challenge, but I dug a huge hole for myself this semester and now it's too late. I have an UW GPA of 3.7 (W of around 3.8-3.9, not sure). Weighted grades only take into account AP classes, no honors/gifted courses though. I'm taking 5 AP tests this May (2 last May). I'm embarrassed to say my grades are abysmal. I've posted my expected grade in each class in parentheses.
-AP Euro History (87)
-AP Biology (81)
-French V (91) Taking AP Lit and Lang thought it's not an AP class b/c we don't have enough students
-Adv Algebra and Trig (76)
-AP Literature (96)
-Government (98)</p>
<p>I'm terrified. I've always made high A's and B's (except for one 79 in a math class) and I can't believe I did this to myself...this is not like me at all.</p>
<p>So....I have I killed my college chances? What will my mid-year report do to me?<br>
I'm applying to:
Uni of Georgia
Ga Tech
Uni of N Carolina at Chapel Hill
Boston Uni
Cornell
NYU
Washinton Uni in St. Louis
Emerson</p>
<p>UGA is my back up, along with Boston University. Maybe I should add more back ups now? The problem is, I can't find a university that I want to go to for an affordable price as my back up (around $28,000 with room and board). I plan to study communication/advertising.</p>
<p>My SATs are:
M: 600
V: 760
W: 780</p>
<p>French SAT II: 750
Lit SAT II: 710 </p>
<p>I'm so worried that I've just blown all my dreams and plans in 3 short months.</p>