<p>It seems like I've lost any motivation I've had to do anything. I just can't get myself to open a book. I think it's mainly because I've learned how unpredictable college admissions and kind of gave up hope. I mean there are tons of kids who do everything "right" and still get rejected.</p>
<p>Right now according to my train of thought "I can do a million things and still not get into a "good enough college" so why bother doing anything". I know this is a logical fallacy, but I don't know.</p>
<p>I'm sure many of you found yourselves in similar positions, how did you do it?</p>
<p>One other thing that annoys me is the fact that I have a 3.6 UW (it really went up 4th Quarter but since I screwed up in the first 3 Quarters, it's still 3.6), 4.3 W, 690 SAT II Bio, 170 PSAT. I think these are OK stats (I'm only a Freshmen).</p>
<p>I know I can improve, it's just that there's like a mental block. Our unfair grading system doesn't help either (Anything - Honors, AP, IB is a +1. IB is significantly harder than Honors - Sorry).</p>
<p>How did you get out of similar situations?</p>