<p>So I'm a US community college transfer student.
Orginally, McGill was my number one choice and Cornell my number two choice. I got into Cornell right from the start but my McGill decision wasn't going to be released until mid summer. So I held on to the idea that I maybe was going to McGill until I was waitlisted. AND THEN... I got into Microbiology program at McGill.</p>
<p>I'm in such a pickle... </p>
<p>All my friends think that I would be happier at McGill than at Cornell. They say Cornell is really stuffy and at McGill is a little more laid back. I agree with them but I'm also afraid that I'll be really distracted by Montreal that it'll be much harder to focus. On the other hand, I do better in school when I am happier. Also, I'd rather do the major that I was accept to at McGill than the major I was accepted to at Cornell (even though I know I can switch). </p>
<p>I want to go to McGill but I already have everything set up for Cornell but then again I'm usually an impulsive impractical person. </p>
<p>I know that I can easily withdraw from Cornell... but how easy will it be to find an apartment and figure out stuff at Montreal? I've always idealized montreal and so for me its this exciting thing that I could do with my life, a lot more exciting than cornell. Even though I think that Cornell might be a better school for me academically. </p>
<p>After writing this all out it seems like CORNELL IS THE ANSWER. I try to accept that I am going there and then I feel this weird bad sensation at the end of my esophagus. </p>
<p>At first I was really against visiting colleges that I wasn't accepted to because i was afraid that I would fall in love with the school and the be heart broken. I thought that when I would get accepted then I would visit the school. When I only had to choose between Cornell and BU I knew that I would jsut go to Cornell. I think that from now until monday, I'll drive up to both to see what I'll be missing out on, if I choose one over the other.</p>
<p>I wouldn't be able to say "OK I'm going to McGill until Monday August 13" which is SO LATE into the game (I can withdraw from Cornell up until August27th)</p>
<p>what do I do???</p>