<p>I'm starting to get really stressed and sad because i've been having alot of problems in my household none of my family members care about my college problems and I don't know what to do anymore I have tried to talk to them and they just don't get it and they think it's nothing to worry about but to me college IS something to worry about because it's something I really want to do and I don't know what i'm going to do I'm stressing out and lately it's become routinely and now i'm starting to get depressed and just become lonely I used to be able to talk to my Sister who SHOULD understand me because she is older than me and knows more and should be able to help me and talk to me without giving me the cold shoulder or not really give me good advice she hasn't gone to college and doesn't want to because she has a good job and all so I guess she doesn't understand but I can't even talk to her about it and it's frustrating I usually can talk to her about everything and all but lately she just doesn't get me and it's making me sad and also I used to be able to talk to my mom and it just changed she doesn't get it becuase she never went through anything like I am and I guess she just doesn't know how to handle it and she thinks I am making a big deal about it but it IS a big actually huge deal for me college has always been something I really wanted to do and really wanted to accomplish unlike any of my family! I don't know I guess it just makes me sad that I can't tell them the way that I feel because they say I'm acting stupid or I am being ridiculous or they just mock me and it hurts my feelings!!!! Okay sorry guys I guess I was just taking out my frustration on here and I didn't know where to post this but I posted it here since I am home schooled! Okay thanks for listening guys :)! </p>
<p>I guess I needed someone that actually understands my situation to talk to I know it sounds stupid and pathetic but I don't know what to do anymore :(</p>