<p>Hi,</p>
<p>I am in the middle of my second semester at tufts university and since the beginning this hasn't felt like the right place for me. Sometimes I feel more unhappy than I should be and it really is putting a toll on me. I don't feel like my self here. Part of it I think has to do with the weather and environment/culture. The other is that I feel like I'm just settling for a major and deciding to do it. When I applied to colleges in high-school, tufts was the only liberal arts school I applied to because I really wanted to go into communications/broadcast journalism. However, I still chose tufts, maybe I valued prestige a little too much because even when I visited I thought I wouldn't go here because I knew I wouldn't be happy. What worries me is that I'm almost dreading coming back next fall. I just don't feel happy here or like it is the right path for me. In addition though, I am very involved here and am trying to make the most of it. I go into Boston every week to explore and I'm actively involved in sports and clubs, but I still find my self not really loving it. I even have a job and have met a lot of people, but no one I really click with or can have a real relationship with. I do love the activities I'm involved in and the city, but I don't truly click with anyone and relationships seem to not really be that real here for me. I am conflicted because it is a great school and there are aspects I like about it. </p>
<p>However, I see my self thriving in a warmer place (probably CA) with an overall happier environment studying something I'm really excited about. I know tufts is a great school and there are probably lots of options to "work around" what I want to do, but it doesn't feel like the place for me to be successful. I'd love some advice as transferring is a really scary thought. I'm afraid to make the wrong choice and disappoint people. Do I stay and put up with it? Or do I take the risk and transfer to place I think I'll be happier at? Should the prestige of the school matter? </p>
<p>Also I have the feeling I've been here long enough to know how I really feel about the place and if I'll enjoy it, but I'm not sure. Do you think by my second semester of freshman year I should know if this is the right place for me or if I like the school? </p>
<p>I'm conflicted and would appreciate any advice!</p>