<p>Struggles I've had aside, I'll try and get to the point. My GPA is a 2.93 at the moment and as long as I've done alright it should be just above the 3.0 mark after this semester. I've literally gotten C's in all of my major prereq's except for Calc III (got an A) and I'm waiting on Linear Algebra's grade this semester right now (which feels like it'd be a C as well). I'm not really sure where I'm going wrong here and why I chose this path. I generally love to do math, but I am a very poor test taker and unfortunately they don't put much weight in homework (have gotten 97.5% on my homework overall in my Linear Algebra (proof based) class but am carrying around a 68% testing average at this point. I study, but my professor surprises me all of the time. I am getting good grades in my physics classes. The one I am taking right now is proof based and I am doing really well. Unfortunately, I don't really have any interest in physics outside of watching documentaries or reading Richard Feynman books. My goal when I got to CC was to transfer to a great university but at this point I am considering whether I should even bother to apply to UC Riverside and UC Merced because I have a fear of being rejected. I have spent three years here and after this semester I really can't undo what's been done because I have no more math or physics classes to take after this semester. I have been considering on applying to the Cal States and I am equally worried about getting into those as well...my counselor told me CSU Northridge would be a fit for me because I'm in the area...but then I think of graduate school prospects and it all seems too bleak to me to continue on unless what I've done can be made up for with research and good grades in my upper-divison courses. Most of my C's were due to lack of studying and high-unit semesters where I tried to micromanage my math classes because I also tried to be an honor student, which was a lot of work and gave me less time to focus on my major courses. What I want to know is...should I even continue? It's one of those things where you want to do this for the rest of your life but there's another thing out there that you're better at and comes without much struggle but you'd end up hating it...</p>
<p>My parents want me to finish my pharmacy pre-req's. My counselors say to switch my major to Chemistry or Biology...I hate those two subjects, but I am pretty good at them. I have a fear of what I should do next if I get rejected by all the universities I apply to because I have a bad GPA as well as bad grades for my major. I figured I could do pharmacy because I could make money that way, but I've constantly been going down lists of majors and just could not see myself doing anything else. I don't know, though. Reality is starting to sink in sadly. I know I'd have much higher grades if I did another major, but I like to solve problems (not interested in becoming an engineer, though). They won't let you retake C's here. I wish there was a do-over option for getting C's, but I never really grasped the whole fail it or drop it and get a W mentality. Never 'quit' any class.</p>