<p>Ok, so I saw "Doubt" a few days ago and the Oscars just wrapped up, so I'm still kind of dealing with movie aftershock, but I do have legitimate doubts.</p>
<p>So I've been wanting to study International Affairs for years now, I've traveled, done Model UN, all of that stuff, so I'm fairly interested in it. I applied early to Georgetown, my dream school, and I was lucky enough to get accepted, and I was pretty psyched.</p>
<p>Thing is, Drama has also played a sizable role in my life. I've been doing theatre ever since I was 4, I got the lead in my school's fall musical, and have won a few state forensics awards, and have done a few outside performaces . I enjoy acting sooooo much, I'm probably not Humphrey Bogart, but I've been told by quite a few people that I have a talent for it. So lately, I have been experiencing very large doubts over whether IR should be my true path. It kills me also that my grades and scores could've gotten me into somewhere like NYU Tisch.</p>
<p>I do enjoy Politics and IR, and to tell you the truth, I would probably enjoy going into that field, but I definitely enjoy acting a lot more, I only don't know whether I would be able to make a satisfying career out of it. </p>
<p>The key word is satisfied; I have no idea if my acting talents or my capacity for learning and improvement would get me very far. I understand that very few Drama majors end up actually making it to a full movie career (not necessarily stardom, but a good career). Furthermore, I haven't the slightest clue whether I, as a person, would feel fulfilled with the less-than-thrilling gigs that most actors spend years and often lifetimes doing. </p>
<p>So my question is, how did you decide Drama was your thing? Does anyone else have a sizable side-interest that nags them? How do you think I should go about finding out whether I truly want to act for a living?</p>
<p>Thanks, and sorry for the novel I wrote!</p>