Rethinking, the school I worked so hard for.

<p>I am a current student at SUNY Geneseo, I am a transfer student who came in last fall. As of now I am recovering from an emotional break down I faced at the school which almost ended in me taking my own life. The staff/administration here did little to nothing to help expect to write me a prescription for a mid size dose of prozac after my seconded visit to the health center , but from what i hear that is normal. Had it not been for the great people around me I know for a fact I would have died. Coming to this school I knew it would be hard but it would be great for my major, yet shortly after me coming here my major changed.I changed from psy to history. My grades are very well I am getting for Geneseo. That said it is ok for a Geneseo G.P.A. I also have found great people who I love being around and felt like I have grown so much. Yet despite this I feel like I want to transfer last semester I scared myself deeply and since I changed my major I don't feel like I should be here. Not being a bio/chem major most others major are really poorly funded and I notice this more and more while I get to spend more time in my department. I feel like, i would hate to leave the people here yet the school itself can't really do to much for me in my new major. But the colleges i would be able to transfer to would be very close to home and I would have to live at home again. The schools are also not the best they more or less are four year community colleges. I feel like after last semester maybe finishing up my school at a college close to home would be good for me, yet i would hate to leave the people here. I had consider changing schools but I am not sure if my GPA is strong enough to get into Bing or schools like it again, plus the idea of starting fresh and having to make new friends all over again does not sit well with me. I know Geneseo is a good school but my mental health means more to me plus the school itself minus the other students seem to have their heads up their own asses on how they speak about the school. I am just not sure what to do as of yet I did work really hard to get in but now i am not so sure if i want to be here, any input would be great. </p>