I am currently a student at a large state school in Massachusetts and I am heavily considering transferring to a school closer to home (I live 8 hours away from my school) and was wondering if I could get some advice. I am currently a second-semester sophomore and simply do not feel like I have found my place on campus and I regret going so far from home. My family is originally from New York but moved to Maryland after I graduated High School so I left my high school friends in NY behind and never got a chance to make friends in Maryland. I have been dealing with depression and anxiety since college began and my depression has gotten very very bad the past couple of months and in times like these, I just want to be with my family and friends. I’m seeing a therapist and trying to make lifestyle changes but I have been struggling to get better. Hence why I am considering transferring closer to home.
I do have some friends here at my college and a really great boyfriend of a year but besides my boyfriend, I have not made any deep or valuable friendships which has been hard for me since growing up I always had good friends and an amazing best friend (they’re all still in NY and we keep in touch) and I miss feeling that connection. However, I do like the education I am getting here and I really like my major/minor and I would not be able to do the same major and minor and get the same opportunities I have here at every school.
I know some girls in a sorority and there is a chance I could rush next semester as a junior or join more clubs and things could improve but honestly at this point idk if I want things to get better. Part of me just wants to start over and get the chance to make friends where my family lives in Maryland. What is your opinion?