Before I go on, sorry for the lengthy post. I’ve got a lot to say, and I’m pretty desperate about my situation. For the ones who care, please take your time and read the entire thing. Thank you so much 
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Hello, I’m a freshman who got accepted to a college that specializes in Math/Engineering/Science. (I won’t specify the name here, but if it’s really needed, I will.) I’m a Computer Science major, and I’ve spent a bit less than a month here. Currently, I’m seeking ways of transferring due to some major issues and struggles. I’ve thought about this very seriously, so please don’t assume that it’s a simple mood swing.
I liked computers, and I spent a lot of time with them. Although most of it was because I was just obsessed with video games, I still thought that my “interest” in computers would eventually lead up to my career. Obviously, this wasn’t the case, and I still very regret that I thought it this way. I neglected the fact that I’m not strong at all in math/physics, and I was barely understanding the materials back in high school. My high school years were extremely relaxed, and I had much easier time than others around the world achieving higher grades, compared to students in other schools. So I guess I’m guilty for that part. Also, I don’t find my major interesting at all. Computers were much more sophisticated than I possibly imagined, and I realized I’m not interested in studying anything related to engineering/computers.
Right now, I’m not following at all in any of my classes, and I see everyone else here easily picking up the materials, with some small complaints about the workload. I’m not saying that my whole concern is because of the peer pressure. No, I don’t care about them; I’m here to learn, and I want to be successful. In fact, I’m much more worried/stressed about the fact that I’m not picking up anything in class, and I find myself spending all my day barely finishing the homework, not actually learning anything.
Now many would say, and this is all I’ve been hearing so far, “So did you really give it a try? Chill, it’s still your first semester, you’re still adjusting…”
The answer, at least in my opinion is a big YES. I tried. Of course I tried. I’m an international student who flew all the way from Asia, which was hard on me, but even harder for my parents. A college education is for my own goods, but disappointing my parents who worked years for my success is the last thing I want to be happening.
Back on topic- So yes, I tried. I even tried multiple strategies. I tried to shove all the workload on me, just doing homework all day and trying my best to absorb the material. Didn’t work. I tried to pace myself; took a bit of rest, played some video games, socialized with friends around my dorm. Didn’t work. I couldn’t wipe out the thought that I still had to catch up, and I was always stressed somewhere inside. I’ve had some counselling sessions, joined some clubs, asked peers to help, I can go on and on. They did NOT work.
So, now what?
My college, obviously as a tech school, greatly focuses on math and physics, and other subjects depending on your major. If this was a “normal” or a bigger college, I would’ve changed my major or dropped some courses, and went on to explore some different areas of study. This isn’t the case here.
In fact, I’m strong in languages. I’m multilingual, still seeking to learn more. I enjoy learning things related to languages, and also enjoy reading. So many majors related to languages seems interesting to me. You would say: “why the hell did you go to a tech school?” I really don’t know, I… just ended up here somehow.
So finally this leads to my point. There seems to be no option left here, and I think it’s time to consider transferring. Is it possible to transfer this early in the semester? If yes, would colleges that accepted me still give me any sort of advantage when I’m applying for a transfer? Also, if no, are there any suggestions?
Thanks so much for your time, and I would really love to get some help. <3
TL;DR
Freshman, Computer Science Major.
Currently about a month in to a college specializing in Science/Engineering.
Can’t follow in class due to weak math/physics etc. skills, and doesn’t find the major interesting.
Finds linguistics interesting, or areas of studies related to languages.
College doesn’t offer any other majors except Engineering.
Thinking of transferring.