Hey everyone! Lately I’ve been extremely anxious about applying to college. It’s on my mind at least every couple of hours and I keep trying to steer away from it. Let my get straight to the point now:
UW GPA: 2.9 sigh
W GPA: 3.3
SAT: 1600
ACT: 36 (yes I got a perfect score on both)
AP Tests: Chem: 3, APEC: 3, I just took Bio, Physics C: Mech, English Language, and Statistics (feeling really good about them!)
SAT Subject tests: Bio M: 800, Math Level II: 800
Extra Curriculars:
Robotics (4 years) - Design and Software Lead
Science Olympiad (3 years) - Secretary (VP next year)
DECA (3 years) - Secretary (VP next year)
150~ Community Service hours
Played Piano (8 years)
I’m starting my own business sort of thing this summer, so not sure if I include it in this part of the app or not… (same with music production and app development)
Alright, now for the explanation. I know it looks really bad. Especially my GPA. At the end of my Freshman year, my cousin-brother who lived with me my entire life, passed away. That spiraled me into a deep depression in my sophomore year and I started to distance myself from friends and family. That December, my dad was diagnosed with cancer and that hit another home-run and it hit hard. He had to undergo a lot of surgeries/operations and I would visit him daily no matter what. I was a very diligent student, but I never confronted my teachers about the situation. I ended up missing school, giving up study time, and not doing homework. It sucked. I knew I had the potential but it never fully exposed itself in my GPA. My school is quite competitive and looking at everyone else’s GPA it brought mine even lower. I felt like I had no chance and that I’d just end up going to CC. Not that going to CC is a bad thing but it makes me feel worse when I know I had the potential to become something great. There was barely any upward trend in my grades. In fact, it slightly lowered my Junior year because of my rigorous course-load (5 APs, 3 online). I know my extra-curricular activities are not that great but I poured countless hours into all of them (even with my family problems).
I’m not aiming high because I know I won’t make it. My main goal is to apply to UCSD/SDSU because it will be close to home and I can visit my family whenever I want to (my dad is still undergoing a couple of operations). UCR, UCI, and UCSB are all schools that I’m quite interested in. As for the CSUs, I’m looking at CSULB, SLO, Chico, and SJSU. I’m not very interested in out of state schools because I’d prefer staying instate. If you guys have any college suggestions, I’m open to them but these are the main ones I’m eyeing.
I know that CC is always an option and I am considering it, but I would prefer to understand my chances, see what I can do before I submit my apps and then fully commit to CC depending the situation.
Finally, thank you for taking time out of your day to read this long “help me, I’m worried” post, lol. But seriously, it means a lot. If there is any information I am missing or something you would like to know more about, please go ahead and ask. I’ve been worrying about this for too long and I want it to stop so I can move on with my life. Thanks again. <3