<p>I just spent an HOUR fabricating my message on here, and deleted it all by mindlessly selecting "paste" instead of "copy"; the once overpopulated message thread box was then occupied by two words: Marty Feldman. God, how blood-boiling.</p>
<p>Anyway.</p>
<p>This is for you, transfer kid. For those of you who feel just like me; let's help eachother out, but first let's see if that's possible. Hear this:</p>
<p>I work 40 hours a week. I'm a Quality Control Specialist. I'm 18. A freshman in community college. I have a 4.0 GPA. Area of study: Film? Cognitive Science? In other words, clueless. I live at home. I have no extrenuating circumstances, no overcoming of adversity stories, no skydiving license, no nothing, no hope. </p>
<p>Sound familiar? Good, keep reading. If not, well keep reading anyway. </p>
<p>I've found my job to be crippling. It's a toxic environment; my company basks in cronyism and nepotism, the glass ceiling is so ubiquitous that I have to hunch over to keep my head from shattering it (joke).... I'm the youngest woman there, I'm just a KID and these people are archaic, frighteningly conservative, stale, and aerospace aerospace aerospacee. BORING moving on. </p>
<p>I'm there because I need money for university..</p>
<p>With a full time job, it will take me about FOUR years to accumulate all the GE's and mandatory Pre-reqs. </p>
<p>This is the problem. We tranfer folks crunch all our GE's into 2 years and hope to transfer with a desirable major in mind. Well...I fear that we are as unprepared as we were as seniors in high school. How can you possibly know what the hell you want to do with your life if you just take classes you already took in HS (your GEs) and then only a FEW from your 'desired' major?! And then you only have TWO much-anticipated university years? </p>
<p>Doesn't this sound a little unfair? Like you've been cheated both time and money? Bc if you still feel lost by the time you graduate...well shoot. </p>
<p>I need serious help. HOW CAN I POSSIBLY COMPETE WITH OTHER TRANSFERS WITH EQUIVALENT GPA's, LOADS OF E.C.s, EMT LICENSES, and TRANFORMATIONAL JOURNEYS HITCHHIKING ACCROSS THE AMERICAS?!</p>
<p>Should I quit my job? If so, should I pile my schedule with as many courses as allowable? And even then, where does that lead me? A place with more percievable direction and optimism? College isn't for everybody, right? Then how do all those people who don't know what the hell they're doing 'figure it all out'? Do they ever? </p>
<p>If I feel so crippled by nothing and everything all at once, should I take a gap semester and hope that some sort of backpacking trip in Bali will provide me with the crucible of character I've been looking for? Huh? </p>
<p>I'm surprised you read this far. Transfer kid, please help. Or father or mother, what do people do when they are so deathly afraid of routine but paradoxically afraid of taking huge risks as well? What do I DO?!</p>
<p>What did you do?</p>