<p>I feel like I cannot talk to anybody about this, just because I am not the type of person who likes to talk about problems with their friends - I don't know, I just don't like people feeling sorry for me. Anyways,</p>
<p>Last year, I met this guy in one of my classes. I did not really talk to him until the end of the semestser, though - we randomly talked one day and we had alot in common. The next day, after class, he decided to walk with me in the hallway. Anyways, we had this group project to do a couple of days later and the guy wrote on a piece of paper all of the stuff that we would need to bring to class the next day. He gave everybody a paper each, and at the top of mine, he put his phone number. I didn't call him for a couple of days and when I did, man I froze up and it was so awkward. I told him that I was sorry about it and he seemed really sweet about it. So then Christmas break rolled around and we did not talk until we saw each other in class, because we were randomly assigned to sit by each other. We started talking more and more and texted more and I started to really like him. Then we had another project to do and I went over to his house to work on it. I was excited because I thought, "oh yeah, this is my chance to tell him how I feel!" then when I am over there, I find out that he has a girlfriend. We talked for hours at his house, and then he breaks up with his girlfriend a couple of days later because he was "interested in somebody else.." he was single for most of the summer, and I missed my chance. When I found out that he was in a relationship, I threw my phone against the wall and started crying. Now I have to see them every single day in the hallways, laughing, kissing, and what is the worst is that he takes her home everyday, and they sit in the car for awhile before they leave...it just sickens me. They have been going out for a couple of months and now tonight is homecoming. They are going together, and I am stuck here. at home. alone. Thinking of what I missed and wanting to beat myself up for it. Thats all.</p>
<p>Man, that really does suck. But there’s nothing you can really do about it (unless he breaks up with his girlfriend), so just try to talk to more cute guys and find somebody to replace him! :)</p>
<p>I do not like Taylor Swift, even though I think that my situation sounds like Teardrops on my Guitar. I don’t know, just playing that would make me feel even more depressed.</p>
<p>Yeah, gotta take advantage of opportunities when they come. There’s nothing you can or should do about it at this point, just stay in his life and when the chance comes, POUNCE.</p>
<p>[insert name] looks at me
I fake a smile so he won’t see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be</p>
<p>I’ll bet she’s beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she’s got everything
That I have to live without</p>
<p>[insert name] talks to me
I laugh 'cause it’s just so funny
I can’t even see
Anyone when he’s with me</p>
<p>He says he’s so in love
He’s finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He’s all I think about at night</p>
<p>He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He’s the song in the car I keep singing
Don’t know why I do</p>
<p>[insert name] walks by me
Can he tell that I can’t breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be</p>
<p>She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she’s lucky 'cause</p>
<p>He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He’s the song in the car I keep singing
Don’t know why I do</p>
<p>gosh, that’s so hard to do. I have never met anybody like him before - he just appeals to me so much. Plus I am kinda quiet around people that I do not know that well, and everybody else that I would consider dating is already taken. But yeah, about that pouncing thing (haha), I think that I absolutely will - if they break up. I know it’s bad to wish that two people will break up, but man, I really like him. I have definitely learned my lesson about not taking chances.</p>
<p>That’s something I try to work on as well, for me it used to be I let small opportunities pass me by, I would feel really bad about it. Now, I take the initiative and take advantage of every chance I have because I don’t ever want to live with regrets. Hindsight is always 20-20</p>
But there’s nothing you can really do about it (unless he breaks up with his girlfriend), so just try to talk to more cute guys and find somebody to replace him! :)</p>