During my freshman year, I got a 3.77 (unweighted: ) freshman year and a 3.15 (unweighted: ) sophomore year. I had problems back at home as well as trying to deal with my tinnitus. I did a great job during my first semester, but I plummeted during my second semester when the problems worsened and I caved. I didn’t have any opens and being in all honors classes while trying to deal with those problems caused me to skip classes to finish work. I messed up so badly that I went down to a 3.15 gpa… and that’s weighted.
After the year I had, I lost the confidence I had in myself as a student. When I told my guidance counselor I wanted to stay in honors for my junior year, instead of supporting me, she made me feel unsure of myself. Because of this, I made the decision to not override the recommendations most of my teachers gave me and move to regular classes. It was over the summer that I quickly realized I made a huge mistake. While other students are moving from regular to APs, I just moved from all honors since the beginning of high school to all regular classes.
My guidance counselor wasn’t much of a help at all. After getting recommendations from my teachers explaining how much they supported the decision to move up, my guidance counselor only let me move up in one of my classes.
I don’t know what to do. My screw up from sophomore year became a screw up for both sophomore and junior year. I need advice. I can’t stop worrying about how my dream colleges are now out of reach. What can I do to redeem myself? I want to be a plastic surgeon so maybe I can take courses outside of school and tell colleges that I took regular classes to focus on my future career?
Thanks so much!!