Really, it’s pathetic. I’ve come so far that I don’t even know how to be social anymore. It’s not like I’m uncomfortable talking to people, it’s just that I don’t know how to make a friend anymore.
I do still have a couple friends from high school, but none of them best friends, so I don’t have anyone to confide in or depend on.
Seriously, what is wrong with me?
Have you joined groups and the like? How about something in the community, rather than at college? Right now is actually a great time to get inolved in a politically active groups,no matter what way you lean. There are many ways to be involved in the community, or at college. start looking at local bulletin boards at the library or around campus.
Also, please talk to a counselor ot therapist. There is nothing wrong with you, but it sounds like you need some help reaffirming what you like about yourself and what makes you a good person. Remember also that you have plenty of time to make friends. There is no expiration date on doing so. You will meet new friends throughout life. Meeting a friend just starts with smiling and saying hi.