Hello everyone!
I’m in need of some ideas/support and I do not know who to ask in real life. I am very anxious about my son’s rough start at college.
He is going to college in his hometown and to a University where I also teach and for this reason he wanted to live in campus housing so he has the full experience. He is in a STEM major. He had lived independently, and worked, for 1.5 years before college so he can have the out of hometown experience. That went great and he had a wonderful time. He was sad it ended and very anxious about college. He likes the classes so far, or so he says, so that’s not a problem, at least not yet.
However, now he is having a really really rough time with his 2 roomates. They aren’t bad people, just a really bad match for him, as far as personality and interests. They are the partying/very social type, already brought girls in for intimate activities, there are people at their place every evening, until 3am in the weekends. My son is a lot different and is also gay and he feels dread going to his place. He slept at home when they brought girls over and in general hangs out at home a lot and only goes there to sleep and even then, he’s super anxious and absolutely hates it. I told him to just move home, or try and find a sublease, roommate swap or whatever…but he refuses. He says if he gives up it means he’s weak and he wants to go through it.
I don’t know what I’m asking, I guess I struggle with whether I should be nagging him and insisting he gives up that place and moves home until he finds a better housing situation, or just letting him figure it out all on his own. My constant questions, advice and anxiety don’t seem to help, but at the same time is SO hard to keep quiet and let go. I think he feels even more pressured by my constant questions, advice etc. and I am trying to stop doing that. We dropped him off at his place and he was home in less than one hour! He is down in the dumps and I am worried. Should I back off, or intervene? I can for example call around apartments, put him on lists, send him roomate announcements etc. But I do not think he would like that. It doesn’t help that there is basically no housing left anywhere at this point and he wants to be on campus, not somewhere far.